Monday, January 10, 2011

You and Tequila Make Me Go Crazy

Right now my life is a mystery, and I can't stop listening to "You and Tequila" by Kenny Chesney.  My life is like a shot of tequila without the lime or salt; its good, but not as good as it could be.  There are so many unanswered questions, and doubts.  What classes should I take?  Should I study abroad? Where should I go, and what should I study?  I miss having the certainty I used to have.  But one thing I do is that I am getting restless.  I need to break free, and do something unexpected.  What if I don’t take classes this semester? Or next?  If I take the summer off I won’t graduate next spring, but how important is that?  I could go on and on… If someone asked me what I wanted to do when I graduate all I would have to offer him or her is a blank stare.  In this lifetime I just want to fall in love and love what I am doing.